AHHHH 21 ON MARCH 8!

soo yeahh my bday is exactly 1 week from now.
its good that im turning 21 cause duh..
I CAN ACTUALLY DO STUFF IN VEGAS NOW!
besides circus circus and taking pictures.
but ill miss doing the illegal drinking
at least i wont have to worry about getting caught
under age drinking when the cops bust in.. LOL!
of course i'll miss the X marks on my hand when i club..
NOW IM GETTING NEON BRACELETS! weeeeee haha.
anyways besides those, everything will be the same.
21 is just a number.. im getting married soon? EW!

but yeah besides me and raiza's double bday bash on the 14th
ill be up the mountain on the 7th of march around 10pm
overlooking the city..
while waiting for the clock to strike 12. :)
whatta sweet way to begin a new phase in my life.
ofcourse there will be food and blue moons.
let me know if you wanna join me.
but i will be inviting a couple of people to be there with me!

JUMPSTART!

so i was planning to put pictures on the last posts that i made but im too lazy. and i missed a couple of days without blogging cause im too lazy.. AHHH I NEED A JUMPSTART! to get me blogging again. but anyways like i said.. ill try to blog as often! :)
oh if you wanna know what's been keeping me busy these days..

*i've been planning me and raiza's bday bash! it's alot of trial and error,
and business talking! haha. but so far its going pretty well..
i just recently talked to the owner of desert rose cafe in wildomar.
about renting the place, and he gave us some pretty good rates.. and free hookah!
the first plan about doing it in one of my friend's club in long
beach might not happen cause he doesnt talk to the person
who rents out party buses nemore, and i dont want everyone
to be driving far and prolly driving back drunk&tired.
so plan A prolly wont happen nemore.
another one we're considering (that i havent told raiza yet) haha.
is a big ass balcony room at Sheraton hotel in san diego.
which is kinda cheaper.. (or prolly even free thanks to ace!) if ever.
it involves not as much driving compared to long beach.
and the drunkies can just spend the night!

*so anyways beside all those party planning. i finally started school last week.
and back to reapplying for jobs everywhere again. after a break from all
who fuckin turned me down and gave me false hopes.
SO TO ALL YOU HATER LOW LIFE BITCHESS can shut up now.
about me not doing shit.. and just partying.. haha!
lol well ill just keep quiet about this..

Sheila pops outta nowhere.

sheila and her sister went to my house today.
her sister patty and my sister went to chuck e cheese.
so now i have no choice but to hangout with sheila. HAHA!
we went to the gym and got starbucks after.
im suprised that the starbucks card my dad gave me
actually has $20 in it.. lol i was expecting $5 haha.
neways me sheila and our sisters watched quarantine around 9pm
then dropped them home after.

one hour of sleep.

me and viv's first day of psych today.
and we both only have an hour of sleep.
class starts at 810am and ends at 1130am.
THE TEACHER IS OLD AND BORING! she's a baby boomer.
people in class are all hella old and what not.
ahhh there is not a single person who has potential
to be our friend in class!
after psych we saw all the young people (and kris.. haha random!)
hanging out outside, why aren't any of them in our class!
AAHHH WHY DOES MY CLASSMATES HAVE TO BE SO OLD! arg.
im gunna be bored in class for sure.
after school we went to the jacuzzi and relaxed.
and planned to finally sleep after.
but i forgot im kickin it with sheila jess and raiza today.
and so i did after viv went home.
me and the girls went to the sushi place
watched nick and nora after
and just hung out till 1230am.
finally got to sleep after they left. :)

wasting gas in a hummer.

me and viv went down to sd tonight to pick up her hummer.
and since we're already in san diego,
we just planned to stay there and kick it.
we got a hotel room at sheraton cause we're too sleepy.
haha we slept there for two hours!
around 10pm we left to go to her friend patty's dorm at ucsd.
gosh dorms are fun, but i think if i live with my friends
i'd be distracted from studying. HAHA!
after that we went to kirk's house and visited erik.
we just kicked it and played some beer pong..
MY OFFICIAL FIRST TIME!
haha i never really played on parties
cause i dont know all the rules!
around 230am we got some mexican candies and headed home.
and right when we thought our day is over..
WE GOT PULLED OVER! by the border patrol.. HAHA!
i dont think illegal immigrants drive a hummer to cross the border?
vivian got scared because,
there is something wrong with her registration and stuff.
but thanks to jamie foxx (who previously owns the car)
they let us go right away. :)
so we got back at viv's house around 430am,
went to sleep around 530am and woke up at 630am
to get ready for class in riverside.
our first day of psych and we're both hella tired.

50% off on sweet hearts.

after vday sale at walmart! 50% to 70% off on candies.
I GOT ME A BUNCH OF MY FAVE HEART CANDIES! that will last till next vday.. and give me enough cavities for my next visit to the dentist.

FEB/MARCH issue.

my complex mag finally came today.
after skipping 2 other issues!
i thought my subscription was over.
but i guess those missing issues just didn't find it's way,
to the apartment we just moved into.

MT. BALDY!

went up the mountain today with the fambam!
i hate not so well planned trips.
no meet up place.. no meet up time!
but we all ended up seeing each other on top of the mountain! haha.
you know im a winter person right?
SO I WAS IN HEAVEN ALL DAY!

Singles Awareness.

today is vdayy!
dates are boring.. IF YOU DONT HAVE ONE!!
so my last resort is a singles awareness party.
THANKS TO JORDAN AND IRA FOR HAVING US OVER!
it was nice seeing everyone.
and the unexpected people.. HAHA JOEY!
thanks to the police for ruining it.
and scaring the crap out of me!
i just cant wait to be 21
so i dont have to worry about drinking illegaly!
but im gunna miss my club X's on mi hands.

Molestation.

so i was at the gay club today with a couple of hammies!
it was fun, i got to hang out with shermz and joel!
haven't seen them in forever.
played around with a couple of drunk straight guys.. HAHA!
and met some new cool people.
but there was this one incident in the bathroom i wont forget.
so i was in one of the cubicle peeing.. (haha I DONT LIKE THE URINALS!)
and someone just yelled "no ones gunna go out of this bathroom!!"
so i checked after doing my thing..
and i saw this old man molesting this two drunk gay boys.
OMG SO NASTY! im not gunna get into details..
i fuckin ran outside fast! HAHA! i think they saw me.
but they're too busy to even care lol.

when you die you'll sleep forever.

i've been sleeping really late for the past few weeks i think.
well since it got colder.. i sleep at like 5am!
and sleeping late meaning waking up late too.
i personally dont like sleeping.. cause time passes by
and you dont accomplish anything.
the only good thing about it is a good dream.
and when i didnt dream of anything..
why did i even sleep lol..
but of course i cant go on with life if im tired and sleepy.
i just wish there are other ways to "sleep" and not
laying down on the bed for hours!
its like when yer hungry you just eat for like minutes,
and when your thirsty you can just drink a glass of water and your good!
when im dead i have all the time in the world to sleep.

anyways i need to practice sleeping early and less.
cause im taking a few classes this sem at rcc riverside,
and im gunna need to wake up at around the same time
i usually sleep now.. sigh*

THANKS TO GOOGLE FOR GRAMMAR AND SPELLING CHECK! lol.





random pictures.

SEASON 8 WINNER!

MEGAN CORKREY!

ok thank you bye.

estimated 120 hours.

***no blog for 5 days!
ive just been busy with things.
and i've been kinda lazy to upload pictures.
CAUSE IT ALL PILED UP! haha.
im trying my best to keep my blog updated.
but i dont think i'd be able to do a daily thing.
i sleep freakkin late just to do the uploading, resizing, writting and stuff.
but i'll do it as often as i could.

*** anyways to sum up the 5 missing days..
i spent some quality time with my bestest.
cooked some classic alfredo.
hung out with lesbians.
choreographed a dance for my sister and cousin's performance.
ran 1 mile on the treadmill.
registered for spring classes in rcc.
grandma celebrated her 88th bday.
hung out with the cousins.
missed my once in a lifetime chance to se pharell! HAHA!
grandpa fell of the chair and hit his head real hard.
and like im being blamed by my aunts for some stupid reason..
whatever if that's what makes them feel better.
lol i dont remember what else happened.. im too lazy to think! haha.

for a change..

WHY IS MY MUSIC SO SAD!!
WHY DO LOSERS HATE!!
WHY AM I WRITING FEB.4's BLOG TODAY!!
WHY DOESNT ANYONE WANNA TRADE FOR MY PETS!!
WHY IS MY HAIR GETTING THINNER!!
WHY ARE YOU HATING!!
WHY ARE YOU HATING STILL!!
WHY ARE YOU SO FAT!!
WHY DO YOU LOOK LIKE A BUDDHA!!
WHY DO YOU MOAN LIKE A COW!!

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

where kids can be a kid?

***church in the morning.
grandma wanted to eat out so we did.
we went to the sushi place and she paid for everything.
then me and my brother took the kids to chuck e cheese.
viv met up with us there.
ahh the kids gave me a headache.. but i got free pop rocks!
we got back home around 6pm.
me and viv just hungout in my room for a while.
then we went to the gym at like 7pm.
jogged around the neighborhood at like 8.
then we went home and ate ribs.. LOL!
we were gunna watch a movie but we're too sleepy.
so we just took a nap and planned to wake up at 12am to watch.
but when we woke up she had to go home.